Suffering in my feelings

^^Well that's alright, we live and we learn.

I hate the fact that I'm such a deeply passionately emotional person! 

I waste my emotions on people, and situations that literally suck the life out of me. 

How do I deal? How do I cope? Is there hope? 

Maybe I just need some dope!! 

I don't even know if I'm truly happy in my current relationship, or I am just stuck in it to save face- fearing the disapproval of people.

 Fu#k people! Fu#k people being in there feelings, fu#k people who take me for granted! 

Who cares about my feelings? 

Don't tell me you do care when I'm still suffering and being tormented on the inside by my own thoughts, own feelings, own emotions because of LOVE!
 Whose gonna save me from a broken heart?
Whose gonna bring me back to lYfe?

This shit so chopped and screw brah, I can't deal with this brah, there's too much shit going on brah!

 I'm so alone brah! It's so cold brah! Idk what to do brah!
I just wanna go home brah!

I'm so alive..no, I'm not alive! 

I'm just here, I'm not living, I don't call this living! I call this shit suffering in my feelings! 

Maybe you can relate, maybe you can't! 

F#^k off. -DLR
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