I feel like I’m in a place where God is getting me to chase Him more than ever. God has placed a lot in me and I have to use it for HIS glory. I don’t wanna die knowing that all the unsaved people around me never heard about God from my mouth. I don’t wanna die knowing that I never fulfilled my mission. I guess it’s time that I start doing everything that he has called me to do. EVERYTHING! I’m about to lose a lot of friends and I’m okay with that. As long as I have God, I’m okay. I’ve always cheated on God and went back and forth with my flesh. And now I’m at a point where I’m tired of that. It’s soooo hard to get to Christ once you’re soooo far gone. The enemy will make things look soooo good that God looks boring. Think about it….Being high, drunk, and having sex sounds sooooo much better than going to church on sunday morning. Whether you realize it or not though, it’s all a downward spiral to stop you from being in purpose. What’s being in purpose? Screaming at the top of your lungs that God is God alone not only with your words but with your actions. People oughtta see u operating in the spirit 24/7. That sounds sooooo hard! I know cuz I’ve been there. Being at the altar on sundays, and rolling a blunt on monday….Knowing God has more for my life. Or putting a condom on and hearing the Holy Spirit saying what u doing shawty?! U know that aint right? What can he/she do for u that I can’t? And I go back and forth saying that it’s only sex and just this one more time. Making excuses for my sins…Why?! and then the next morning that seed that i planted through my act is all in my head. I can’t stop thinking about how good it was! And not thinking about how can I please God today…how can I lead my friend to Christ today?! See where I’m going…..? People God has sooooo much in store for us but we can’t get it if we operate in the flesh! We can’t get it if we out here doing the exact opposite of what we know that God wants! Just call His name! Confess your sins! Accept Christ! Now Believe! He got on a cross for this reason! Sing with me How great is our GOD!
