If you had to rate your honesty on a scale of 1-10, whether it be with others, about your lyfe, or with yourself. What number would u choose? Before I would have been a TWO, but lately I've been a SIX. Far from where I've come, but not as close as I would like to be. What kind of picture of yourself do u paint for your friends or associates, versus who you really are? Do you put on the persona that you got yourself together, when in actuality, your as scattered as far as the east is from the west. Or do you paint the kinda picture for them that suggest that you've never made any bad decisions in your lyfe, that you still haven't forgiven yourself for.
Who are you? REALLY. Do your friends or family really know you? Do they know you really DON'T like yourself because of weight problems? Do they really know what makes your DIKK stand up is the site of another dude. Do they really know your a GURL that often imagines yourself being in love with ANOTHER GURL Do they really know you have low self-esteem because you think you are not tall enuff, or light-skinned enuff? Do they really know the reason you are so 'attached' to them is because your scared of being alone, because there are SPIRITS that come and bother you. Spirits of suicide, spirits of mental abuse, NASTY SPIRITS of perversion, porn, and masturbation. I know the feeling of being with another guy, not because I really liked him. But because I had a desire to be wanted, and love.
It's time to start letting God love you unconditionally for who you are. He has a love that doesn't judge, a love that has no hidden motives, a love that doesn't hold grudges. God has a love that doesn't come to cause heartbreak and pain. But a love that comes to HEAL and RESTORE. It's time to start confronting the person in the mirror. It's time for you to start being honest about who you are, and open about the problems you deal with. Depression, and misery come as a result of people, not standing up to issues in themselves they haven't accepted, and are afraid to stare face to face with. God loves you just the way you are. Your perfect in His eyes, so why not live your lyfe as if your a flawless being.
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