MORE UPDATES COMING FEBRUARY 2012.

What's up blogspot fam?
I hope your New Year is going well, and you are still celebrating what a awesome year 2012 for me. I anticipate many great things happening for you and I in 2012. I will be coming back stronger this year, by staying consistent in updating my blog every week. After it's inception many people have written me expressing how inspired or captivated they are with my unique style of writing. My goal is to bring more fresh and innovative blog entries to you as the year move's forward.

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So much to say, where do I start? I'm drowning by a sea of thoughts in head, suffocating by thoughts of you, I just wana jump out of my head

I'm the greatest writer on earth.

Transcribing an interview is, in some ways, like carrying a baby.
At first every event is exciting and new. All you can think about are the amazing new experiences you are about to be exposed to and the new information you will discover on this long journey. While transcribing an interview, you get used to the interviewee’s voice, style of speech and verbal ticks (if I hear the words “you know what I’m saying” one more time…). While carrying a baby, the soon-to-be mother might at first become enthralled by feeling the first kick or witnessing her own body change shape for another being.
By the middle of the journey, the outlook starts to get bleaker and the difficulties of the process set in. The morning sickness hits and you don’t know how many more times you can run to the bathroom. You realize that you’ve listened to the same three seconds about 50 times and there is no way you will understand the mumbling. You begin to question how much longer you can go on for.
The last stretch is the toughest. You push and push and fight through everything in your mind that’s telling you to stop—and out comes a beautiful baby. It was all worth it. You forget about every last second of the pain because the ultimate accomplishment is worth more than any struggle.

The oxymoron of A New Year.

It was all good just a week ago, now 7even days later everything has changed,
Still unemployed. Now homeless. Niggas' Snitchin' (U Rat Bastard)


The one thing I admire about my own writing abilities, is it's diversity, and versatility. The landscape of writing can be so broad and deep, the limits are unlimited. So allow me a few lines to vent my thoughts through my blog.


Today I sit on the verge of cracking, but in all this I realized that niggas' are 2-faced. And just as quickly as God gives, He can take away. When 2011 rolled in I had a firm grip on my focus, but a Lil distraction came along and I lost grip of that focus I was holding on too.


I admit it was my fault, every decision, every act, has a consequence.
Now I have to redeem myself, and I don't know how long it's gone take. I'm just mad at myself, more then I'm mad at God, or anybody else.


Life is a game, some times you win, some times you lose...sometimes you crap.


I crapped.
I realized the results of my action, but I'm more so surprised at people snitchin' on me, I wish people would learn to shut their mouth, and mind their own business. My life, and my business ain't got nothing to do with yours, you rat bastard. I think God for self-control and temperance because their are a few choice words I can use freely right now, but that's either here, nor there, and I'm much mature then that.


But more so I want to encourage you whose reading this, to keep pushing forward. Trouble don't last always, and if God brought you to it, He will see you through it. Today is not the end of the road for you, and I faithfully write that your life is far from over. You may be experiencing some turblence right now, but I want to encourage you to fasten the belt of confidence around your waste, and just relax your worrying mind. Trouble don't last always. I firmly believe that God will never put more on you then you can bear, and you have the mental capacity, to make things happen. What you see in the spiritual can manifest itself in the nature. If only you stay focused, consistent, and faithful with whatever it is God is telling you to do.


But His promises are conditional.
You can't expect to receive from God, and not be willing to sacrifice something on your end.  Yes God's promises are true, and they will come to pass if only we will obediently align ourselves with the word of God, which is foundational. And the things he is calling us to change within ourselves.


The Problem
Sin can and will disrupt the streamline of favor, and blessings that are ordained for your life.


The Solution
Rid your space of all the things in you that cause more damage then good.


Call my writing schizophrenic, but it's mines and it's real.

-rUCK

Sleeping with a broken heart.

Superman  is coming, he is going to bring out you. But you gotta be patient till he comes,and give him the chance to do what only he can do. 

When you try to wear the cape it's useless, there's no power in it for you. 

That's why you have gotta step aside, and let him carry the load for you, rescue you from your pain and misery. 

I know it hurts to be alone, because we are all created to be loved, and affirmed. But love shouldn't hurt as bad as it do, for you, 

You have been the victim for too long. It's time to break away, so you can see your way. 

It's not far now, your almost there if you don't fall now, 

But if you fall, don't worry, superman will be there to save you. 

Your not to heavy, your not a weight he can't carry, you aren't baggage that he can't make use of. 

When you've been refused, out-of-the-way, ignored. 

Wait and watch superman come and make something useful of the mess you've made. 

Your tears are not in vain, sometimes you need to cry. Crying is the bodies way of healing from the pain that you've been holding in. 
-rUCK